today I leave from demak to jogja this morning, after arriving in jogja me with my friend immediately went back to our friend's fun event that is in godean, but when the journey is very hot but it fits to even rain, but we come too late because the road jammed. after a short chat we finally back to boarding, (December 8th 2017)

on this saturday i have organizational activity event camp at beach watu kodok gunung kidul, and we leave at 4 pm and get there at 6 pm, and we set up tent and burn fire, and also burn corn and others sing until morning.(December 9th 2017)

today I run a monthly routine with my mates to mister burgers tap the end of the month, and we one ordered two burgers at once, and who do not have to run out of clothes when the trip back kekost, but all finished, I almost did not run out, but eventually it runs out too, and like this is what makes us happy, (December 10th 2017)

Have you ever loved someone?
You are willing to do anything for him
When you really love her,
struggling tirelessly
In love it is natural.

Do you know?
love can go and not come back
he can be silent a thousand languages
but what you strive for never thinks of you,
and you are only considered a bully,
at that time you feel sick and unprepared for this,
but you can not, and you can only feel sad,

do not you want to be me?
who is always worried about you
who hopes to be a priority in your life.
think of me more than anyone.
be a place to lean if you have trouble,

but,
you can not possibly be like me, who keeps the pain,
jealousy, sadness, regret, stress, and constant worry about you,
it is silent for me to be a solution, hold it all alone,
blame myself always do,

Indeed,
I'm not a perfect person
I can not protect you
I can not take care of you all the time,
I turn out to be careless and still childish.
I can not be the man you crave,

as long as you know how much I appreciate the feelings, and how much I love you.
holding everything from happy things, always calling your name in my prayer,
trying to smile what it is

I know, fighting for you is my must

Today, I went to campus, because my community held a photoshoot of UTY graduates at lobby, and there was a photoshoot with the modeling division, but at that time there was a heavy rain ( November, 25th 2017 )

on Monday night, I am owl with my friend at alfamart magelang street, because nowadays the lecture is held in the afternoon, I hope to sleep from morning until noon, but at 8 am I forget to edit the modeling division photos, and finally I do not sleep until the lecture ended ( November, 26th 2017 )

today I went to campus as usual, came at 7 o'clock due to heavy rain, but lecturer came at 8 o'clock, we were with friends playing legend mobile games while waiting for lecturers to come, and same friends busy doing chores for college this afternoon and the day we came to campus again and after almost in class there is info that college is closed, I amr happy, because I can sleep in boarding house. ( November 27th 2017 )